2 posts tagged “junior”
So yesterday was rough, but I made it through to Tuesday. I guess that is something. I tried my hardest to keep motivated and on task, but it was hard. There are just so many emotions swirling around that it is difficult to concentrate. But I hung in there until the afternoon when I found it extremely hard to concentrate so I left the house. It was my first time outside alone in almost two weeks. I ended up at Beverly's Fabrics. I wasn't sure why, but I was there and I was urning for something to create. I decided to make a plate to pay tribute to our lil peanut with Mod-Podge, Fabric and some puffy paint. But while I was there I found this adorable beanie baby that I just had to have. See, I have been contemplating taking my few lil mementos of mommy-hood and putting them in a nice box or something so I could hold onto the few things I had and touch them if needed. Well the box turned into a Beanie Baby and it now holds all my precious mommy-mem's in it's belly. So, I can have it forever and no one will know the wiser...well except for everyone on Vox (wow I made a joke).
Anyway - I also made another huge step, I called my BFF Melissa. Of course I have had plenty of calls and emails from gal-pals wanting to talk, but I have just not been ready. But I called and she of course got me laughing, then crying and then laughing again. It was a step in the right direction. And today I MUST continue in that direction. I am looking forward to having my body back after it completely heals and I am looking forward to having my heart back someday soon as well.
